The Trainwreck
So. It turned out that the light of the end of the tunnel was actually a freight train. The relationship I was in had undergone a steady decline over the past couple of years and since my last blog post back in february, I’d say the pace of deterioration increased quite rapidly. Of course, I was unable to see this at the time, being intent to the point of obsession to keep us together. But when the freight train finally hit me (mid-June, this was) and my “british beau” announced that he was calling it for us … well, I was miserable, of course, for weeks. But it’s getting better.
Getting good enough that I’m starting to feel like sharing my thoughts with the world again.
Don’t get your hopes up (assuming there’s anyone reading this having any hopes at all…) - I have no idea where I want to take this blog, just as I have no idea where I want to take a lot of things in my life right now. Chances are it will get quite introspective, but I promise I will try to keep the emo at a minimum.
Until next time, I shall be playing WoW, looking for a job, selling honey and pondering what love is and what it does to you.
Hey Feli!
Welcome back to blogging!
Comment by Dologan — Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 20:07
Welcome back to blogging! A job — have you quit your studies?
Comment by Martin R — Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 20:31
Dolo; Thanks!
Martin; For now. I was getting nowhere and it was bringing me down, so I need a break.
Comment by Felicia Gilljam — Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 21:00
Hey! Sorry about that. Hope you’re feeling up soon
Comment by efrique — Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 07:07
Personally, I’m much happier to see you feel like writing than concerned about where you go with it.
Welcome back!
Comment by Stephanie Z — Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 07:49
Oh, I bet you a there’s someone out there reading your blog.
Comment by Muhamad — Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 13:00
Hi Felicia,
I’m really glad you’re writing again. Looking forward to hearing about how the adventure progresses. Having gone through an emotional and academic shakeup myself over the past year, I think it’s nice to have time for introspection.
Comment by Aatish — Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 07:52
So beauthiful the essay, i like them very much!
Comment by Nike Dunk Low — Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 03:49
i like them very much!
Comment by linear bearings — Saturday, January 29, 2011 @ 05:37